Last week Matt asked if I wanted to do an entertainment fast. We decided that for a week we would not watch movies, play games, or general pointless things on computers. Even though neither me or Matt did perfect on our fast, we did learn from it. It made it much easier to critically analyze the use of my time. I normally would spend a minimum of 10 hours a week wasting time on my computer, just entertaining myself. I blew off time that I spent an hour here or there as 'relaxing', as a break between studying. This past week I instead would spend time with people as breaks or take a nap. It was also much easier for me to set aside time to spend focusing on God, without a game in the back of my mind. It all came down to other things, in this case games and entertainment, taking too big of a place in my heart.
Although the fast is effectively over, I am deciding to spend much less time with games and movies. There are many times, like right now, when I would normally be playing a game instead of listening to what is telling me that I probably shouldn't. I know there were many times when Matt would be playing a game, and I would think 'well, if he is, then why shouldn't I?'. But that was letting him inhibit me, and in turn likely inhibiting him.
I do not think that I should stop playing games or watching movies altogether, and there are times when I expect to relax with friends using those things. I just notice in myself a potential (and history) to entertain myself to where God has less priority in my mind, and things of this world have more priority. I consider the loss of a little happiness well worth it in consideration of what God has promised those who follow his ways.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
I love this. I think it was a really good idea for yall to do that. The part when you said you considered the loss of a little happiness well worth it in consideration of what God has promised to those who follow his ways was really encouraging. I've been trying to focus on the idea of dying to myself in order to receive true life from God, and it's neat to see others doing it too!
ReplyDeleteIt's neat to see what you learned from this experience. Seeing you and Matt do this has helped me look more closely at my own time management. I'm looking into where I can cut back on "relaxing" time and start using that time for God instead. Thanks for sharing your experience!
ReplyDeleteThanks for setting this example for us. When I fast, I always learn more about what is really "essential" to my life and what isn't.
ReplyDelete